So recently I have noticed a few more people than usual acting brand new. (LOL I loved using that term back in the day). Anyhoo, one of the instances involved someone close to me. This person created a scenario in their own universe saying I did something to them so they could feel justified in being “mad” at me. Now, the kind of person I am, I racked my brain to see what I did wrong. I realized okay so I really didn’t do anything to this person but I went to them to extend an olive branch anyway. When I went to talk to them I could see the hatred in their eyes. I realized that their problem had nothing to do with what I did but more with who I am.
This person has complained to other people about how I have it so easy in life and how I have all these things. This person took my inventory so to speak. This person even made mention of what I do for a living and how much money they think I make. Jealousy is a powerful thing.
I really cared about this person and the hatred I could see (and feel) they have for me had me all in my feelings for about 24 hours until I shook that shit off. I can not fix another person’s delusion. AND sometimes people are in your life for a season. Maybe their season can come back around but maybe not. And you have to be okay with that….I have to be okay with that.
So although I didn’t like that movie, I have to let it go like Frozen.
Anyhoo, anything that takes me away from my grind is not worth my time.
(Ha! I’m a poet and ain’t even know it)